Chapter 4

i switched my bb on,and found a bbm from wahab


wahab: we need to talk ASAP.



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when i read the bbm i got nervous , what should i say?  if i go out with him he will do the same sure. emm


I have to tell dalal about it,we will find a solution for this big problem.


but how? khaled told to not tell anybody about it, ugh what should i do?


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khaled: raghad shfech? 






me: ha? la mafeny shay






khaled: yahel ana? wayhech ikhteba9 lma sheftay your mobile.. mno dazlech msg?




la he know me when i get nervous UGHHH! 




me: emm,wahab.




khaled: shyabe hatha? maftakaina mena?




me: khaled,guys like him mara7 nkhale9 mnhom bs'houla.




khaled: ana akhale9 mna bs'houla qa9ben 3al kel.   [ he started being angry ]




me: la khaled y3ne shbetsawy?  etha swait shay btkhaleh y3a9eb akthar o akthar




khaled: enzain shgalech?




me: he sent to me bbm, we need to talk




khaled: khaleeni afaker,latrden 3laih al7en




me: ok, bs latsawy shay bdoun matgouly ok?




khaled: mashy .. yala khal9ay aklech




me: inshallah 




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we finished our breakfast,then we went back to khaled's home. 
  
on the road khaled didn't say any word,silent.


i was like: laykoun 3a9ab? no akhaf ysawe shay! uff 


we entered the house,found his big brother ( salman, my cousin ) sitting on the coach


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khaled: salam 3laikum


salman: wa3alaikom ilsalam


khaled went to his room,i'm pretty sure he was angry. uff:)


salman: shfeh?




me: madre tawa belma63am kan 3ady bs rkabna isayara sekat




salman: kaifa .. ilmohem ha zayratna ilyoum?




me: ehh oo b3ad nayma 3endkom [ angel face ]




salman: na3am shako nayma?




me: kaife int shtabeee?




salman: wlaaih .. thalam ilbait




me: bwjoooodek 




salman: wayed ma36ech wayh tra?




me: shasawy feek matefham




salman: mafham ha?  [ threw at me pillow ]




me: ayyyy:) embala tefham




salman: enzain raghoood intay wala ilyoum 9ayra 7ilwa, yebeli akel mn ilma6bakh?




me: bedaaaina ma9la77aa!




salman: walah ga3ed amde7ech ana al7en




me: 6eer 6eer 6eer




salman: isharha 3ale yemde7ech bs




khaled came out of his room:  yala raghad gomay bawa9lech baitkom


me: ok :/


salman: khalha ga3da shd3wa?


khaled: tawha khalty daga 3lay galat ley araje3ha [ he winked at me ]


me [ fhamtha ]: eeh 9a7 ok yaala .. bye salman


salman: bye ,oo tra mo 7elwa ilyoum 


me: tanaaaaaguuuth  [ ebtesamt my smile ]


salman: 3an khayrha mn tha7ka


me: smella 3lay?:)


khaled: yala famanallah


salman: allah weyak


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we got in his car




khaled: legait 7al


me: shnoo?


khaled: awal shay dezela bbm: there's nothing to talk about. b3dain you have to tell dalal the story ONLY DALAL  raghad ok? oo b3dain ohwa  ra7 egolch imbala nabe ntkalam,fa tgolen laish w shnu tabe? begol lazem ashofch
golay lazim afaker oo b3dain golelah ok,wain?  etha galch eb my car ow mokan mafe a7ad golay la,aby starbucks isa3a chthe. w you should tyeben dalal weyach 3shan maysawe shay. bs gabelha lazim tgolen ley l2na ana bwa9elkom lay hathak starbucks, mashy?


me: inshallah


khaled: ok al7en wain taben awadech? bait dalal a7san? 3shan ilyoum blail you meet him ok?


me: ok 


i sent to dalal bbm that i'm on my way to her,she said ok 


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we reached dalal's home


me: mashkour khalood 7ail wala


khaled: msawaina ghair ilwajeb


I smiled,and closed the door. he went


I saw dalal waiting for me,i entered


me: ahlaan 


dalal: hala haalaaa,wainech ams bser3a re7tay? ndeg 3laich matrden? madry msakar?


me: al7en agolech bs khanroo7 ghorfetech


dalal: ok ok




we went to her room,i told her the whole story from A to Z.


dalal: ay shay ay shay? hatha wala mayeste7e!!!!! intay sh9ar fech 7beebty?


me: 9ar feny kelshay! 7ail mayste7ee


dalal: ufff, oo ashwa khaled ya7laila !


me: 7aaail  el7emdala


dalal: inzain geltela bbm there's nothing to talk about?


me: la al7en agola.


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bbm:




wahab: we need to talk


me: there's nothing to talk about .


wahab: imbala there is


me: laish? shbetgol mathalan?


wahab: aby ashofech 3shan agolech, mara7 agolech ihneeh!


me: n3am? 


wahab: eh 9ej


me: khalny afaker


wahab: mo tes7ben


me: geltlek khalny afaker


after 15 mins


me: ok bs wain?


wahab: this thursday b my car


me: ta7lem


wahab: choose a place


me: today at starbucks , 7:00pm.


wahab: ok


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dalal: ha sh9ar?


me: eh ok gal eb starbucks 7pm


dalal: yala golay 7g khaled


me: ok


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bbm:


me: khaled, etefaqt with wahab today @starubucks 7pm


khaled: tam, ana 3endkom 6:30 get ready 


me: ok,thankyou again


khaled: no need .. oo ghairay malabsech mu malot ams .. ekhthay mn dalal


me: LOL x_x ok


khaled: haha


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me: 6:30 ohwa 3endna,oo gale aghayer hdome akheth hdoom mnech


dalal: eee 3ady


I smiled 


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6:00 pm


me: shalbisss? 3a6eeny hdooom?


dalal: ely ya3jebech lebseeh


me: emmm 


i decided to wear dalal's skiny jeans with orange baggy shirt,i tied my hair with high messy bun.


dalal decided to wear her black plain dress and her black flat shoes,she let her long, wavy , brown hair fall bellow  her shoulders .


and we were ready to go. it was about 6:23 pm


after 6 mins khaled called me:


khaled: hala raghad,ana bara


me; yala enshalah al7en ne6la3 lek


khaled; ok


..


me; khaled bara,yala lets go.


dalal; bs khaleeny asalem 3la omy agolaha bamshy


me; ok,yala bser3a


dalal went to her mother,


dalal: hala yoma ana o raghad bnamshe ha? mara7 n6awel shway o nerja3


om dalal: 3la khair inshalah,deerbalkom


dalal: inshalah mama .. she kissed her forehead .. m3a isalama


om dalal: m3a isalama


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dalal and i went to khaled's black wrangler,we got in.   I sat in the front seat,dalal on the back seat.


me : ahlan khalood,sorry 9ayafna shway


dalal: salam


khaled: hala raghad w dalal,la 3ade.


we drove to starbucks.


Before we get out of the car  khaled told us :


khaled: derbalkom banat wana ba9fe6 wara,ban6erkom tabon ay shay 9ar ay shay,just call or ping.


me and dalal: enshalah


khaled: oo lata36ouna wayh wayed,be elusive,be strong!


me&dalal: eh enshalah


khaled: yala m3a ilsalama,derbalkom [ he winked at me ]


me&dalal: bye  [ smiling ]


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we entered starbucks we found wahab sitting alone waiting for us.


wahab: ilsalam [ with big smile on his face,but when he saw dalal 3afas wayha ]


me&dalal; wa3alaikum isalam.


wahab: shlonkom banat?


me&dalal; el7emdala


wahab: eh 3asa 3asa


me; yala tekalam ?


wahab: hneeh wya your friend?


me; tabe tetkalam tekalam jedamha ghair hatha mako.


wahab; khala9 atkalam hneeh


me; yala nshouf


wahab; sem3ay raghad adre ely swaita mu shwaya bs i'm sorry, intay mashalah 3laich you've got smile ? itnasy ilwa7id esma ! o mashalah entay jameela o malyoum wa7ed yetmanach! o jesimch kel bent tabeeh!,magedart aqawem ! tra ana rayal , oo ana wayed met'hawer marakez lma asawy chthe ashya2 .. oo lma a3a9eb at'hawar mathabet ely jdame bent wla rayal, oo ag3ad adakhen , ana 3a9abety met'hawra 7ail, oo ne9 ily swaita mathakera! l2ne akoon 9ej m3a9eb mafham shasawy,oo ana asef etha mdait eedy 3laich oo 7agech 3lay,bs wala allah ye3lam bghalatech 3endy, raghad a7bech wala a7bech! wala abech 7agy mara thanya aw3edech masawy shay


me; wahab ely swaita kelesh mu shwaya! mdait eedk 3lay o lemastny? ely oboy oo okhouy masawoha!! t7ebny? wahab shnu tetwaqa3 meny rad 3ugeb ely swaita? ana kent wathqa feek , 3awadtny 3laik kelyoum akalmek magdar bedonik oo kelshay kent agolek ,bs 6ab3an LMA KENT wathqa feek ! bs al7en? 9a3ba 9a3ba terja3 eltheqa methel ma kanat! w tra mu sahla?  ga3adt athen fek ashya2 3umre mafakrta b7ad, ent lma swait ely swaita tra 7sastny kel ely 9ar baina? 7saita chethba kbera ,ent ga3ed tel3ab 3lay w testeghlny 3shan jesmy! mu 3shan my personality,for sure mara7 ared bs'houla w ana al7en 3raftek 3adel, ent wa7ed qaleel adab testeghel elbanat tsawy rou7ik mehtam fehom oo b3dain testeghlehom oo teg3ad tjes'hom mn kharabe6ek oo mayhemek ghair iljamal o iljesem,9a7 kalame wahab?


wahab; ghala6 ! wala wala raghad intay awal bent ajes'ha oo mu chthe ana kelesh,oo 9ar baina kela 9ej oo ana a7bech 9ej w adry ene ghala6t bs kel bany adam yakh6e2 mafe a7ad kamel oo ana rayal sam7eeny,qadray throuufy! adre enha mo sahla, w fakray 3la ra7tech gad mategdren, bs ana al7en getlech eny a3a9eb oo mastaw3eb shnu asawy lma a3a9eb! oo raghad mafakertay feha? wala lo wa7ed ghaire bs hama eljesim oo eljamal chan hadaitech oo mayet at2asaf oo abech,bs l2ne a7bech  yet atrajach tredenly l2ne mn galb abech!


me nzalt rase,; wahab fahemny ely 9ar bsayara?


wahab; ely 9ar eny ana kent mu mestaw3eb wala! w ghalatech ma kent mestaw3eb magdart aqawem!, oo aw3edech ena maneg3ad bsayara mara thanya kelesh,wla ajesich bhal 6areeqa 


me; wahab 3ade as2elek so2al


wahab; amray , ely tebena


me; cham bent 3endk bbm? oo cham bent 7baitha or kalamtha?


wahab; taben el9ej? bbm bs entay,oo ely kalamthum kanaw two bs kent yahel thek elsa3 o 7ten makan fe bbm , oo makena 7ail weya b3ath oo kent player 3ade y3ne mahtam ow shay chthe


me; bs ana bbm met2aked?


wahab; eeh wala ha ekhthay mobiley shofay mako ghairech , hach


he handle me his mobile,i checked bbm i only found the only girl is me,and in his contacts list i only find my name with my number , seriously i was shocked, he's right i am the only girl.


me i smiled, em ok khalny afaker wahab.


wahab; akh elebtesama, 3la ra7tech 7beebty


me; wahaaab bdaina?


wahab; khala9 asef ok


me; 9warey ely 3endk kelhom temsa7hom al7en


wahab; tamreeen amer al7en amsa7


me; ok tabe shay gabel la namshe?


wahab; salamtch oo derbalech 3la nafsich


me; ok bye 


dalal was silent,we stood up for leaving,i bbmed khaled, told him we are going out right now.
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dalal: ya7lailaa!!!!!


me: ee bs madre dalal


dalal; 7saita mn galb raghoud,bs fakray feha


me; enshala


we got in khaled's car 


khaled: ha sh9ar? golaaay


I told him the whole story from A to Z.


khaled; madre raghad ana many thaghe6 3laich oo hathy 7uretech bs fakray feeha 3adel 3adel oo gulay lena,oo 9ara7tan ohwa 9ej ena kalama kan chna mn galb bs mu sahla tra ena byom w laila e9er ghair tra,still ohwa rayal,bs tgdren matshufena ela bmukan 3am , wala madre raghad,entay fakray


me; enshalah khaled


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we dropped off dalal to her house,then he dropped me off to my house


before i get out from car he told me:


khaled; fakray 3adel raghad,oo etha tabeen ay shay i'm here for you wala no matter what,bs fakray 3adel ,oo derbalech ok?


me; enshalah. mashkour khaled 7ail 7ail adre athaitek weyay maga9rt ya36ek el3afya:D


khaled; raghad wala lu taben 7yate a36ech eyaha maswait shay wala. alah e3afech


me smiling; hehe bye:D


khaled; ebtesamtch hathe lateth7kenha 7g wahab 3shan maysawe shay [ winking ]


me; chub chub y3ne shasawy hathy ebtesamty x_x


khaled; ana your cousin oo bat'hawar shloun wahab! [ laughing ]


me; tharafa nazla mashalah:)


khaled; dekhlay dekhlay , lma tedkhlen dakhel ghorftech bbm me golely enech we9altay


me; enzain lat7en 3ad


khaled; isharha 3lay 6esay


I laughed,and closed the door.


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I entered,found ali my brother watching tv


me; haaa bu 3alwaa while hitting his head.


ali; haa bu raghdaa


me; haaa shlunik?


ali; ladawren rabe3 ha


me; esharha 3lay as2al 3anek mu kafuuu


ali; mabech tes2len 3ane


me; malat 


i sat on the coach and stayed silent for 3 mins maybe


me; wala 3aib 3laik,rayal shkobrek sh6olek ,shanabek wa9el lai bait eljeran tshouf ekhtek il9gheera yat mathayefha,wala 3aib 3laik bu 3alwa wain elrejoula?


ali; agool mu tegleben wayhech a7sanlech? la anam fech al7en


me while standing up; 6ala3t mu rayal yakhyy!


ali; mu rayal ha? 


he threw at me a pillow


me; ayy aayy 3aib


ali; testahlain


me; huh 


i run up to my room upstairs,i lay down on my bed,and start thinking about wahab.


i remembered every single thing we did,every single thing we said.


i checked bbm recents updates,i found wahab wrote in his pm kel dgeega eghayerha:


واللہ يـافـلان لـو مـا آحـبـك مـا اعــــتــذرتــ و جـــيـــتـــك♡
مـــالــنــا غـــيـــر الــصـبـر و الـلـه كـــريــــم☺
يعلم الله كيف لكـ في قلبي غلا ويعلم بعد كيف عني ماتغيب بس الظروف تجبر الانسان لو مابغى يبعد عن الغالي وهو في قلبه قريب
لـــيّ   حـــبــــيــــــــــــب آشـتـقـتـلـہ
‏ يقول هتلر! تحبني ام تكرهني جميعها مفضله لدي! اذا تحبني سوف اكون دائما بقلبك واذا تكرهني سوف اكون دائما بعقلك
ابي وعد وعهد منــــــــك ابد لا يدور في ظنـــــــــك تغيب ونبتعد عنــــــــــــك ولا لحظه تخلينــــــــــــــا♥
​تـطـمـن وبـلـغ عـيـونـك وريـحـهـا .. إن عـيـنـي بـعـد عـيـنـك ولاشـيء يـعـجـبـهـا♥
لو آخر قصيدي بيت.. كتبته حُب فـِ عيونك
أرهقتني بالصد يالغالي النفيس ، قاعد على قلبي ، وانا على هواك ! لو في رجا بالوصل قدّ وزك بليس ، بس أنت حتى بليس ماينفع معاك
 تـراك أغـلـى مـا عـشـقـتـه بـهذا الـكـون ، وتـراك وسـط الـقـلـب سـيـد حـضـوره ♥
راحــــــــــــــــتـــــــي قـــــــــــربــــــــكــــ♥
يوم منت فيه ما ابيه .. وش قيمه الليالي بلا قمرها




then i decided to write:
لا تناديني وصوني قلبك الله لا يهينه..لا يراهن في رجوعي لجل ما يخسر رهانه
 وش تبي فينا انــــتـــهـــيــنـــــا




he sent me bbm:


wahab: my pm about you 7beebty, atmana your pm mo 3ane!


me; haha,guess?


wahab; ahh:) ok


me; :)


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ok i appreciate what he wrote, BUT LET ME THINK!!
its NOT EASY!!!