sh9ar?
wain ra7 wahab? weird. :s
i shut down my laptop,i played with my mobile.
i went down stairs,no body's home only me,so i switch on the tv and start watching it.
after 30 mins,my mobile is viberating.
i checked,its was wahab.
bbm;
wahab; 7yaate!
wahab; PING!!!
me; hala
wahab; sorry 3shan mesa3 bs omy kanat tabeny bshaghla!
me; la 3adyy!
wahab; mno yamech?
me; ma7ad!
wahab; 3ade adeg 3laich?
me; sure
___
call:
wahab; aloooooo
me; ahlan
wahab; hala bzaain halaa
me; hala feek
wahab; laish ghayba elyouum?
me; ent laish ghayeb
wahab; ana kaife rayal ghair,entay bent lazem edawmen
me; 7ale mn 7alek,ana bent ghair
wahab; bedawmen bacher fahma?
me; shrayek y3ne?;p
wahab; fdaithom ely yesm3oun ilkalam
I giggled.
wahab; shtsawen?
me; maku,tv bs
wahab; laish mat6l3en,estansay?
me; el9eb7 6al3a oo male khelg al7en
wahab; emm ok 7yate bashoofch!
me; e9er khair
suddenly,ali and khaled came into the house.
khaled was staring at me! " angry stare "
ali; ha bu raghda shtsawen? mno ga3da tkalmen?
me; haa? la maku bs ga3da akalem dalal " takha9bagt "
khaled didn't comment or say a word.
wahab on the phone; dalal ha?
ali; enzain yala sdeeh bs khala9
me; ok yala bye dalool akalmch bacher
wahab; bye 7yate
i closed the phone,and stare at khalid he was so angry
i can see the fire in his eye,his face getting red ,i can see the smoke coming out of his ears!
i stayed silent for 10 minutes i was thinking if khaled knew it was wahab or not because its weird ;s,while ali was talking to me!
ali; bu raghda wain re7t shfeek?
me; haa? la weyak weyak
ali; y3ne eeh wla la?
me; ehh ehh
" enzain 3an shnu? madre haha:D "
ali; khala9 bacher ana w khaloud enmorch bacher 3la 5pm ok?
me; ok bs wain benrou7?
ali; testahblain bu raghdaaa?
me; la makent weyak asfa!
ali; nabech t9awrena ana w rab3y, 3end elba7ar
me; ha? rab3ek? ok ok enzain
ali; khoush ekhet entay :D
me; adreee
ali; theqaa!
me; nafsek ;)
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ali is watching t.v, khaled playing with his mobile but he was angry,i'm sitting on the caoch thinking of khaled and wahab. how beautiful.
khaled sent me bbm;
khaled; dalal ha?
me; yeah its wahab its ok we are together,tabeny agoul 7g 3laiwey ena wahab mathalan?
khaled; b3aref laish t7beena? oo tabeena?
me; 3shan he complete's me
khaled; he doesn't,a9lan mayadre 3anech raghdoo wala!
me; i know so stop ye7ebe6ing me:) elmohem a7eba!
khaled; ga3ed agolch il9ej =))
me; malat 3laik sayed khaled :'(
khaled laughed,i stared at him and laughed back
ali start staring at us with one eye brow up; mashalah? tsolfon bro7kom ha?
me; eeh shtabe kaifnaa!
khaled; 7abeeb bo 3alwa,yeeblena akel
me; eeh wala a7bek 7ail,3shan bacher ba9awerkom yeblena mac?:$
ali; shraykoom taglebon wyohkom?
me; wala ma9awrek bacher:)
ali; wlaih 3shan ilshabab tra bayeblkom:)
me; kafu kafuu
khaled; 3la rassy bu 3alwa
ali; e7im e7im sh3abalkom ana mu ay wa7ed afa 3laikom bs
me; mu zain e9adeg rou7a wala mu zain
ali; tra ahawen?
me; eeh ent hawen? wana ahawen 7beeby 3ade ma9ar shay
ali; belsha yakhyy
me; khalek rayal oo gouum yeblena akel
khaled; kelmat ilrayal wa7da,wetha hawant shouf sht9er mala da3y agoul e7teraman lely belghorfa
me; ayyyaaa ..
khaled; sebay? oo shofay shbe9er bsha3rech :D
me; mu 3ajbetek ana?
khaled; shloun ma ta3jebeny
me; 3abaley
we laughed,ali went to macdonald's. me and khaled stayed at home alone.
me and khaled stayed silent for 5 mins " AWKWARD "
Khaled; a-ahh
me; shfek?
khaled; raghad 3ade as2elech so2al?
me; awal shay goool esmi 3ade ba3dain es2alny
khaled; asef bu raghda 3ade as2elech so2al?
me; eeh
khaled; laish rdaitay wya wahab?
me; khaled naqashna hal mawthoo3 100 mara, lai meta bteg3ad tes2al?
khaled; la manaqash'nah!,raghad ana b7esbat okhooch ilkbeer! akhaf 3laich! oo ely swalech chthe mra yegdar ysawelech 1000 mara!! mako ensan yetghayar wtoob 3an ilshay byoom oo laila! it's weird eny arthaha 3laich enech tkalmen shabab!, lo yadre 3laiwey eney adre 3an hal mawthou3?;/ ana weyach nrou7 bdahya!,oo ana lma waidt'kom starbucks! tewaqa3t mentay radatla even lo galch kalam 7elu! ohma kelhom chthe ygo9on 3laich bcham kelma! tewaq3tech aqwa! oo hatha dama retha ena yjesich? shofay bs twakhren 3ana byefthe7ech!,y3ne wala ana oo 3laiwey weyana belmadrisa banat oo enshouf banat oo n3aref bnat bs ena mankalemhom ela belmadrisa ow lma enshofhom bs 9edfa,bs 3omrna mafakarna bhatha eltafkeer! y3ne ymken engol enha nar ow shay bs ena nfaker nsawey chthe? mosta7el! raghad wala ana aby ma9la7tech wakhray 3ana wayed a7san! wala betherech!
me; bs khaled magdar,he always here for me,a7eba!
khaled; nag9eech shay? wala wala raghad a7leflech maku a7ad e7ebech kether 3laiwy okhoch,latshofena shloun ymde7ech oo ysolif 3anech,al7en bs jdamech yethghe6ech bs y7bech,wentay mo nag9a shay,om w obo o okhwan oo khalat o 3amat o 3yalhom oo rfejat shtaben akthar?;/
me; chan getley hal kalam lma kent metnarfza mn wahab mo al7en 3ugeb maradaitla!
khaled;ana 7asbaley enech qaweya,w lma btro7on starbucks betetfahemon ena khala9 etwakhron matewaq3t chthe!
me; madre khaled madre
khaled; enzain fakray 3shane?
me; ok khala9
ali came back from macdonald's
khaled; haala belghaalyy!
me; halaaa eb bu 3alwaaa
ali; olaa yal ma7aba ely nzalat olaaa
me;bs al7en latkhaaf
ali; eklaw bs eklaw
me&khaled; enshalah :D
we ate our dinner,then watched tv . it's getting late now " 11pm "
me; yala shakle ba93ad dare bshouf shnu 3endy o shnu ma3ndy,wray madrisa lel2asaf.
khaled; bs ro7ay namay y9er khair 3al hw!
me; adre 7asbalek barou7 achayek mathalan
ali; kafu
me; goodnight
ali: goodnight 7beebty
khaled; goodnight and he winked at me.
i wave my hands " BYE ",and went upstairs to my room,lay down on my bed.
I bbmed wahab,talked and laughed. then i slept maybe at 12am
______
Next morning,,,
I went to school,and came back.
Me; mama shnoo elghada? yoo3ana 7ail!
mama; machbous deyay
me; 3ashaaaaaaw
mama; badlay oo nezlay yala
me; enshalah
i went to my room,took a fast shower then dried my hair, i wore my green abercromie tshirt with my gray short " not the pj's" and tied my hair with messy bun,and went down stairs.
I ate lunch with mama and baba,solafna shway,then i went to my room. I slept until 4:00pm
ali called me..
ali; bu raghda gomay tejahzay 5 ana 3endch
me; eeh yala enshalah al7en agoom
ali; bye
me; bye
I got up from my bed,and went directly to the bathroom,I washed my face,burshed my teeth. went to my cloest to find something to wear,i decided to wear my skiny jeans with my orange hollister tshirt , i let my hair down with big curls and finally i wore my orange abercrombie slippers, i took the lenses bagswith my two pro camera's and went down stairs.
I called ali, me; hala 3laiwey
ali; hala
me; wainkom? tra ana khal9a an6erekom t7at
ali; kana 5 mins oo no9al
me; ok good
ali; bs bu raghda lebsay jeans w tshirt w n3al mo talbsen joouty wla tekshekhen l2na benrou7 ba7ar
me; eeh akeed sure!
ali; 3yal yala 2 mins w 6el3ay bara
me; ok bye
ali; bye
i closed the phone,i went to mama's room knocked the door,
mama; mno?
me; ana bu raghda
mama; 7yach
i entered,and kissed her forehead
me; mama tra barou7 with khaled oo 3laiwey elba7ar ba9awerhom
mama; eeh gale 3alawy alah ya7fethkom
me; m3a ilsalama
mama; m3a ilsalama
while i was heading to the door
mama; 6ab3an madarstay
me turned around at mama with big smile on my face; akeed madarst,lma arja3
mama; eeh enshouf
me; yala m3a isalama
i went downstairs and went out,i found ali's land, harried up for them,i opened the back seat door with big smile on my face " i thought there was only ali and khaled in the car " mghayema
then i was surprised because there was someone new,thier friend fahad.
ali and khaled in the front seats,fahad and i were in the back seat.
ali; hala bu raghdaaa
me; hala feek " shyly beacuse of fahad ma3rfa "
khaled; hala belghalyaa ely bt9awernaa
me; hala feeek , qa9ben 3la shanabek ghalya
khaled; lat9adgen mad7ech 3shan bt9awren
me; malat
they laughed at me,then khaled said
khaled; eeh 9a7,bu raghda hatha fahad 9a7bna " he pointed at fahad ",oo fhayd hathy my cousin bs a3tebrha ekhtey oo ehya ekhet 3laiwy esmha raghad bs a7sanlek tnadeha bu raghda ow raghdoo or raghood,nadha raghad oo tethbe7ek
I giggled also fahad.
fahad; ya hala tesharfna
me; bma3reftek " with my smile "
so let me describe fahad; he's 18,kuber ali and khaled, 7an6awey or tanned madre shloun, 6weel shwaya, for sure he's hot. messy wavy black long hair , black beautiful eyes.
fahad was staring at me then he turn around.
me; laykon bs ba9awerkom entaw ?
khaled; la 7emdala welsheker,9aidat e7na? rabe3na ehnak yan6roon
me; eeh 3abale,oo shnu btugfoon yam b3ath w bt9awron yam elba7ar?
khaled; eeh 7adna cute oo bensawy peace
me; etnaket?
khaled; madre 3anch,shanabna sh6oula tabena n9awer bara elba7ar? rab3ech e7na?
fahad and ali laughed.
me; haha 3yal shnu ?
khaled; eljetski's ehnak tan6erena ;)
me; eeh ashwa 6ala3taw ryayel
khaled; wayed 6ay7en mn 3ainech
me; la 7asha?
khaled; 3abale.
me; hahaha
everyone got busy with his mobile,even ali while he's driving.
i tweeted: Omw to ba7ar with bu 3alwa,khaloud&fahad<3
you know what i meant with the <3 ;p NOT LOVE!
khaled and ali updated thier pm with: ba7ar with ilshabab bs bu raghda yaya malgoufa:*
they were teasing me.
me; wala mateste7on? ana ely malgoufa? wela entaw 3azmeeny:')?
khaled; entay metlaigfa!
me; ambaaih mo kafuuu!
ali and fahad laughed.
we arrived the beach,we got out from the car,there was too many guys out there!!;/
the place was crowded! maybe 20! kelhom yabone a9awerhom? computer mo raghad.
ali; hala bel7baayeeb.
the guys; hala hala bu 7assaan
9ara7tan? madre shgalaw salemaw 3la b3ath oo madre shnu " guys stuff "
I was standing there like an idiot,then fahad came to me..
Fahad; Hi "He tried to start a conversation with me"
me; hi " :p "
fahad; emm,ta3alay khan3arfech 3alshabab!
me; la wayed fashla
fahad; shd3wa 3ade!
me; ok hehe
he grapped my hand and took me there for them.
they were all wearing shorts " swimming short " with a tshirt.
Fahad; shabaab khan3arefkom 3la mo9aweratna
they smiled for me,i smiled back.
they all stared at my smile;p !
Fahad; ekhet bu 7assan esmha Raghad bs a7sanlekom et'nadoonha bu raghda ow raghoud or raghdoo,etha tabon tenthab7on? nadooha raghad
They laughed,and i giggled.
Fahad; t3alay khal agolech asamehom a3refch 3laihom.
we walked towards for the first guy,we walked till the last guy,while he was saying thier names.
Fahad; Meshary,Abdullah,Abdulrazag,Abdulrahman,faisal,9ager, he said lot of names i couldn't remember them. so skip
I was smiling the whole time, " wayhe byenshag "
they all said: eeh ya hala,tesharfna,welne3em,etc..
I was replying; hala fek,yen3am b7alek,etc..
all of them were staring me,all i do is smile and look at the ground . i hate these moments.
___
then suddenly,ali and khaled shouted: Yala shabab nazalna iljetski's
all of the guys took off thier tshirts and jumped to the water.
my face turned TOMATO!!!!!!
To be honest? they all were hot,even when they were wearing tshirts.
i took my camera out and started taking photo's for them, 6ab3an everyone was calling me makent adre wain a9awer,they were too funny.
after 2 hours later,they got out from the water and sat on the sand.
i went to the car because i wante to change the lens.
Fahad screaming; bu raghda ta3aalay.
me i wave my hand saying ok.
i went to them,they all were staring at me-.-
fahad; ge3day shfech wagfa?
me; ha? ok al7en ag3ad
fahad; t3alay ehneh " while pointing next to him because i was sitting next to meshari "
I smiled and sat next to him.
they started talking and laughing
then i think abdulrazag asked me;
abdulrazag; eeh raghad mageltay lena cham 3omrech?
me " a6afar 7ail mn raghad "; 3afwan okhouy shesmy? raghad?:)
abdulrazag; eeh 3yal?;/ " tewahag "
me; tertha anadek 3bdalrazag?:)
abdulrazag; ahh nsait elsmou77a,bu raghda mageltay cham 3omrech?
me; huh,15.
the guys; el3oomer kela!
fahad was staring at me the whole time.
ali and khaled start teasing me,they laughed at me. but ofcourse i teased them back.
fahad; barou7 ayeeb may tabouun?
all of us; eehh
fahad; khal a7ad eyey weyay?
no body answered him.
me; i will come.
i went with him to the nearest baqala,while we was walking;
fahad; estansna elyoum weyach bu raghda,m7alya el6al3a.
me I smiled; eeh 7ail,teslam.
fahad; en3eedha enshala
me; enshala.
we got in, bought the water bottles ,and went back to them.
it's was 9;00pm so we decided to go back home.
me,ali,khaled and fahad went together.they dropped me off home,and thanked me.
I went to my room,change into pj's,and lay down on my bed.
I checked my mobile,i've got bbm from wahab;
wahab; 7beebty wainech?
wahab;PING!!!
wahab;enshalah makalem yade?
wahab;shd3wa kelhatha lahyaa?
wahab;walaht 3laich
wahab;ok lma tkhal9en sheghlech kalmeeny.
me; wahab sorrry wala,kent a9awer my cousin and my brother "l2na etha getla rabe3hom be3a9eb " oo tawna nafthe!
wahab; 3ady
me; sure? wala sorry
wahab; eeh
me; ashwa:D
wahab; gn
me; ok gn;/
7esaita 3a9ab,i didn't ask him what did he do today or something. 6awaft.
I checked twitter? aghlab rabe3 ali my brother were following me. kha9atan fahad awal wa7ed.
It's nice but weird,i'm your friend sister FOCUS!!
I checked bbm,i've got bbm from khaled;
khaled; Mashkooooura bu raghda ya36ech il3afya wala:*
me; mabaina shd3waaa;)
khaled; ok bagolech
me; gool!
khaled; fahad yabe your pin!
me; what for?
khaled; madre ya kalamny oo gale yabe your pin
me; la shako madre laish?
khaled; entay add him etha az3ejach delete him
me; okay;s
khaled; good
Khaled has been update his pm with; Ya36ech el3afya bu raghda 3la a7la ta9weer<3
Fahad added me,i accepted.
Fahad; hala hala taw manawar
me; lool bwjodek;p
fahad; shlounich?
me; el7emdala
fahad; 3asa
me; ajma3een
fahad; ya36ech el3afya 3al ta9weer elyoum,qawwy 7ada
me; haha thaankyouu:*
fahad; walaw;*
fahad updated his pm with; تسوى ﺑغلآها ملآيينَ مآنَي بحآجة لغيرها آبد bu raghdaa;*
its weird,y3ne etha ali shafa? shbgoul?;/
I ignored.
I chat with fahad,khaled,my friends and tweeted so many tweets at twitter with ali and khaled friends. they were thanking me.etc..
weeks passed,like the same. thursday avenues i see wahab bs mn b3eed lai b3eeed,khaled and ali still teasing me! fahad was talking to me the whole time.
2 months later
wahab become careless about me,we weren't talk that much,it's becoming less every day.
Suddenly at the middle of night,wahab bbmed me
wahab; raghad
me; hala
wahab; entay gltely enech you're photographer 9a7?
me i was like" seriously jad matadre?" ; eeh;p
wahab; eeh 3yal my friend yabe yeshtere 3adasa or camera oo mu 3aref,fa 3almeh shway.
me; ok shno yabe?
wahab; i will give him your pin and he will invite you
me; laish maykalmne mn your mobile "3ade 3endik ta36e my pin for your friend? I'M YOUR GF!! UGH "
wahab; madre 3ana yabe your pin!
me; ok;/! " bkel basa6a? jad? "
I've got received a bbm request from Aziz AlFlani
I accepted.
bbm;
Aziz; Hey
me; hey;p
aziz; wahab told me ena you're photographer wet3arfen bhal majal.
me; eh;p
aziz; so can you help me with something?
me; sure
aziz; a7taj macro lenses for canon , oo from where i can get them?
I told him the best macro lenses and he can order them from amazon.com or eBay.com
aziz; thankyou;*
me; np
aziz: :D
me; ok i guess bye;p
aziz; laish?;/
me; i think sa2altney kel ely tabeh.fe shay b3ad?
aziz; la bs shd3wa khalech
me; ma3teged wahab yertha;p
aziz; la bel3aks wahab ohwa gayele 3ade!
me "WTH? "; ah ok ;p
he was trying to start conv, withh me bs ana kan male khelga!
but he was funny o ewanis!
after 2 days.
me; aziz i have something to tell you
aziz; tefathelay!
me; i think i should delete you,cus mawq3ek ghala6,you asked me what you want oo khala9. it's weird because you're wahab friend!
aziz; o ohwa mu weird lma ygoole 3anech? w ga3ed y9ayed 3laich?;p
me; what?
aziz; mentay m9adga se2leeh
me; i know ena ely swah ghala6,bs still ent ghala6 lu kent rfeej sana3 matfaten;) yala bye
I deleted him directly.
I was thinking about what just aziz told me!;s
jad wahab esawy chthe?
I entered his chat.
me; wahab
wahab; ?
me; let's take break?
wahab; ok
me; :)
JAD WALAAAA? IT'S THAT EASY? WEDY AJREM FEH!!!!!
i didn't care about him bs i cared about ena ohwa nar w bs.
even at thursday's when i see him mahtam,also him.
" we started to hate each other "
9ert nafsa mahtam bel personality,bs ahtam belshakel.
once,i changed my dp on bbm into my friend photo.. she was really pretty.
Immediately,he called me.
Wahab; aloo
me; hala?
wahab; mno elbent ely eb ur dp?
me; my friend
wahab; abeeha
me; sorry,mo no3ha
wahab; 3ade ana akalemha
me; sorry magdar:)
wahab; wlaih 3ad entay,bye bye
sdaita 3la 6oul,i didn't even care about it.
____
after few days,it was friday " zwara day ".. khaled was there.
i was sitting with the girls,then khaled called me
khaled; t3alay il7oush now
me; laish?
khaled; t3alay!
me; ok!
I went to khaled outside, i walk ttowards to him
me; hala?
khaled; 3a6eny mobilech
me; n3am?
khaled; 3a6eny mobilech!!
me; laish shtabe feh?
khaled; 3a6eny webtshufen
me; ok bs ladish elmedia fe 9uwar banat!
khaled; ok
I handle him my mobile,he deleted Fahad from bbm!
me; laish?
khaled; bs!
me; shnu bss? shako temsa7a?
khaled; l2na beda e7ebech or 7abech mn zman !
me; shnuuu?:s
khaled; erte7tay al7en?
me; wenta shdarak?;s
khaled; gale w magderat ashofkom weya b3ath
me; men galek ena weya b3ath?
khaled; raghad men 9ejich? akeed bkalmch w begolech ena yabech!! temanait ena mayebtech elba7ar!! kelman gam yekalmny 3anech,elshabab ne9hom metma9l7en 3shanech!!,oo twitter? 6ageenha suwalef weyach!! masta7mel ashouf ely a7ebha weya a7ad ghaire!! oo 6agat chabdy!! oo entay ma36ya fahad wayh akthar mn ellzoum!! fahad player! 3enda 1000 wa7da bbm! oo wahab? sum3ta zeft oo 3enda kharabe6 w 3enda banat wayed magedart agolech l2ne adre by9eer 7asbalech eny aby afareg bainkom!! w wala lu yadre 3laiwey? byethbee7ech oo byathb7ne!! oo mat7seen eny a7bech? khala9 estaghferalla magdar asta7mel kelshay ga3ed asawy 3shanech!! ma7ad y3arfech kethryy!! oo 3yazt wana a76ech talme7at bs mat7sen!! oo lo atkalam mn elyoom lai ilsena ilyaya 3an ebtesamtech makhale99 wala!!!!!!!! ebtesamtech salfat'ha salfa brou7!! el3moom ysee7 eb ebtesamtch,tabeeny agolech entay sht7ben oo mat7ben,shtsawen oo matsawen? a3ref klshay 3anech raghad bs 7esay" shway bqoowa yetkalam "
I WAASSSS SHOCKED!!!!!!!!!
me; khaled shetgouul?;s awal shay enta ely 36ait fahad my pin wana getlek no!,thane shay ana a7bek ka okhou faqa6 la ghair,wana shdrane enk t7ebny? chan tekalmt! oo wahab? 7asbalek mehtama? mu mayta 3laih! a9lan khalany mahtam beldenya wla bely a7bhum bs ahtam belshakel magemt a7iis w 9ar 3ady 3endy akalem akthar mn 9bay! khalany ma7eb elshakh9 3la shakh9eta bs elshakel!! thanks to wahab:),w etha 3la 3laiwey? t'houuuun! w sorry etha ma7sait w mashkouur wala;/!
khaled; 7elfay enech t7beny ka okhouu raghad?
me; haw mat9adgny mathalan?
khaled; abech t76een 3ainech b3ainey w tgolen wala a7bek khaled ka okhoo faqa6 la ghair, oo lma dshaitay dare ma9a6altay, oo lma belba7ar makentay tkhzeeny,oo lma dgaitay 3lay lma wahab oo wdaitech baitna oo lmaiteny ena elhug didn't mean anything for you,oo lma kelshay 9ar baina maya3nelech shay? 7elfay?
me; mane 7alfaa ok!!!! i ran inside and sat with the girls i didn't say a word!! i was thinking about what khaled said to me!
to be honest?,he's right.
fakart eb wahab changed in me:
khalany 3ade akalem wa7eb akthar mn 9bay w its not the real me,khalany ahtam bs belshakel,9ar 3ady 3endy my bf ekalem akthar mn wa7da!,khalany lma akalem el9bay makalma meyana la.bs akalma wainek? tc i love you adezla song oo n3esh eldour oo its BORING!! the real me: i like when the guy become my friend wensolef wenethgha6 b3ath oo nefham b3ath oo n3aref shno n7eb or la, ma7eb ely bs i love you w songs w madre shno...
so fakart bkalam khaled,so i decided to go back home and think seriously.
i went to the guys area,i told ali to come.
me; 3li 3ade trdeny elbait?
ali; raghoud shfecch?;s laish tkalemeny brasmya?
me; please bs redny elbait?
ali; ok ok salmay 3la ma ayeb aghrathy
me; ok
Salamat 3laihom,then i went outside, khaled was staring at me the whole time.
we got in the car, i was silent untill we arrived home. i got out from the car silently,thanks god ali didn't asked me why.
i went to my room directley,changed into pj's ,and lay on my bed. and start thinking about what i did. untill i slept.
_____
next morning i woke up and decided to be new person,new life,new relationship with god,no more love,and no more boys.
so i've deleted all the boys on my contacts,twitter too.
i didn't even say goodbye for them.
after 6 months i moved on i wasn't that type that love to talk to boys or something.
even khaled, magemt a7eb ashofah male khelga l2na ymken shebh byet7arash,wetha shefta i act like nothing happend oo i tease him 6abe3y oo i love him like a brother.
exactly like,shelt fekrat elboys mn rasy khala9 for sure.I've been changed, i've become a good person with new life.I forgot all the boys and my past. bs kent 7a6a shay eb my head " Wahab was the love of my life "
until something happen.
wain ra7 wahab? weird. :s
i shut down my laptop,i played with my mobile.
i went down stairs,no body's home only me,so i switch on the tv and start watching it.
after 30 mins,my mobile is viberating.
i checked,its was wahab.
bbm;
wahab; 7yaate!
wahab; PING!!!
me; hala
wahab; sorry 3shan mesa3 bs omy kanat tabeny bshaghla!
me; la 3adyy!
wahab; mno yamech?
me; ma7ad!
wahab; 3ade adeg 3laich?
me; sure
___
call:
wahab; aloooooo
me; ahlan
wahab; hala bzaain halaa
me; hala feek
wahab; laish ghayba elyouum?
me; ent laish ghayeb
wahab; ana kaife rayal ghair,entay bent lazem edawmen
me; 7ale mn 7alek,ana bent ghair
wahab; bedawmen bacher fahma?
me; shrayek y3ne?;p
wahab; fdaithom ely yesm3oun ilkalam
I giggled.
wahab; shtsawen?
me; maku,tv bs
wahab; laish mat6l3en,estansay?
me; el9eb7 6al3a oo male khelg al7en
wahab; emm ok 7yate bashoofch!
me; e9er khair
suddenly,ali and khaled came into the house.
khaled was staring at me! " angry stare "
ali; ha bu raghda shtsawen? mno ga3da tkalmen?
me; haa? la maku bs ga3da akalem dalal " takha9bagt "
khaled didn't comment or say a word.
wahab on the phone; dalal ha?
ali; enzain yala sdeeh bs khala9
me; ok yala bye dalool akalmch bacher
wahab; bye 7yate
i closed the phone,and stare at khalid he was so angry
i can see the fire in his eye,his face getting red ,i can see the smoke coming out of his ears!
i stayed silent for 10 minutes i was thinking if khaled knew it was wahab or not because its weird ;s,while ali was talking to me!
ali; bu raghda wain re7t shfeek?
me; haa? la weyak weyak
ali; y3ne eeh wla la?
me; ehh ehh
" enzain 3an shnu? madre haha:D "
ali; khala9 bacher ana w khaloud enmorch bacher 3la 5pm ok?
me; ok bs wain benrou7?
ali; testahblain bu raghdaaa?
me; la makent weyak asfa!
ali; nabech t9awrena ana w rab3y, 3end elba7ar
me; ha? rab3ek? ok ok enzain
ali; khoush ekhet entay :D
me; adreee
ali; theqaa!
me; nafsek ;)
____
ali is watching t.v, khaled playing with his mobile but he was angry,i'm sitting on the caoch thinking of khaled and wahab. how beautiful.
khaled sent me bbm;
khaled; dalal ha?
me; yeah its wahab its ok we are together,tabeny agoul 7g 3laiwey ena wahab mathalan?
khaled; b3aref laish t7beena? oo tabeena?
me; 3shan he complete's me
khaled; he doesn't,a9lan mayadre 3anech raghdoo wala!
me; i know so stop ye7ebe6ing me:) elmohem a7eba!
khaled; ga3ed agolch il9ej =))
me; malat 3laik sayed khaled :'(
khaled laughed,i stared at him and laughed back
ali start staring at us with one eye brow up; mashalah? tsolfon bro7kom ha?
me; eeh shtabe kaifnaa!
khaled; 7abeeb bo 3alwa,yeeblena akel
me; eeh wala a7bek 7ail,3shan bacher ba9awerkom yeblena mac?:$
ali; shraykoom taglebon wyohkom?
me; wala ma9awrek bacher:)
ali; wlaih 3shan ilshabab tra bayeblkom:)
me; kafu kafuu
khaled; 3la rassy bu 3alwa
ali; e7im e7im sh3abalkom ana mu ay wa7ed afa 3laikom bs
me; mu zain e9adeg rou7a wala mu zain
ali; tra ahawen?
me; eeh ent hawen? wana ahawen 7beeby 3ade ma9ar shay
ali; belsha yakhyy
me; khalek rayal oo gouum yeblena akel
khaled; kelmat ilrayal wa7da,wetha hawant shouf sht9er mala da3y agoul e7teraman lely belghorfa
me; ayyyaaa ..
khaled; sebay? oo shofay shbe9er bsha3rech :D
me; mu 3ajbetek ana?
khaled; shloun ma ta3jebeny
me; 3abaley
we laughed,ali went to macdonald's. me and khaled stayed at home alone.
me and khaled stayed silent for 5 mins " AWKWARD "
Khaled; a-ahh
me; shfek?
khaled; raghad 3ade as2elech so2al?
me; awal shay goool esmi 3ade ba3dain es2alny
khaled; asef bu raghda 3ade as2elech so2al?
me; eeh
khaled; laish rdaitay wya wahab?
me; khaled naqashna hal mawthoo3 100 mara, lai meta bteg3ad tes2al?
khaled; la manaqash'nah!,raghad ana b7esbat okhooch ilkbeer! akhaf 3laich! oo ely swalech chthe mra yegdar ysawelech 1000 mara!! mako ensan yetghayar wtoob 3an ilshay byoom oo laila! it's weird eny arthaha 3laich enech tkalmen shabab!, lo yadre 3laiwey eney adre 3an hal mawthou3?;/ ana weyach nrou7 bdahya!,oo ana lma waidt'kom starbucks! tewaqa3t mentay radatla even lo galch kalam 7elu! ohma kelhom chthe ygo9on 3laich bcham kelma! tewaq3tech aqwa! oo hatha dama retha ena yjesich? shofay bs twakhren 3ana byefthe7ech!,y3ne wala ana oo 3laiwey weyana belmadrisa banat oo enshouf banat oo n3aref bnat bs ena mankalemhom ela belmadrisa ow lma enshofhom bs 9edfa,bs 3omrna mafakarna bhatha eltafkeer! y3ne ymken engol enha nar ow shay bs ena nfaker nsawey chthe? mosta7el! raghad wala ana aby ma9la7tech wakhray 3ana wayed a7san! wala betherech!
me; bs khaled magdar,he always here for me,a7eba!
khaled; nag9eech shay? wala wala raghad a7leflech maku a7ad e7ebech kether 3laiwy okhoch,latshofena shloun ymde7ech oo ysolif 3anech,al7en bs jdamech yethghe6ech bs y7bech,wentay mo nag9a shay,om w obo o okhwan oo khalat o 3amat o 3yalhom oo rfejat shtaben akthar?;/
me; chan getley hal kalam lma kent metnarfza mn wahab mo al7en 3ugeb maradaitla!
khaled;ana 7asbaley enech qaweya,w lma btro7on starbucks betetfahemon ena khala9 etwakhron matewaq3t chthe!
me; madre khaled madre
khaled; enzain fakray 3shane?
me; ok khala9
ali came back from macdonald's
khaled; haala belghaalyy!
me; halaaa eb bu 3alwaaa
ali; olaa yal ma7aba ely nzalat olaaa
me;bs al7en latkhaaf
ali; eklaw bs eklaw
me&khaled; enshalah :D
we ate our dinner,then watched tv . it's getting late now " 11pm "
me; yala shakle ba93ad dare bshouf shnu 3endy o shnu ma3ndy,wray madrisa lel2asaf.
khaled; bs ro7ay namay y9er khair 3al hw!
me; adre 7asbalek barou7 achayek mathalan
ali; kafu
me; goodnight
ali: goodnight 7beebty
khaled; goodnight and he winked at me.
i wave my hands " BYE ",and went upstairs to my room,lay down on my bed.
I bbmed wahab,talked and laughed. then i slept maybe at 12am
______
Next morning,,,
I went to school,and came back.
Me; mama shnoo elghada? yoo3ana 7ail!
mama; machbous deyay
me; 3ashaaaaaaw
mama; badlay oo nezlay yala
me; enshalah
i went to my room,took a fast shower then dried my hair, i wore my green abercromie tshirt with my gray short " not the pj's" and tied my hair with messy bun,and went down stairs.
I ate lunch with mama and baba,solafna shway,then i went to my room. I slept until 4:00pm
ali called me..
ali; bu raghda gomay tejahzay 5 ana 3endch
me; eeh yala enshalah al7en agoom
ali; bye
me; bye
I got up from my bed,and went directly to the bathroom,I washed my face,burshed my teeth. went to my cloest to find something to wear,i decided to wear my skiny jeans with my orange hollister tshirt , i let my hair down with big curls and finally i wore my orange abercrombie slippers, i took the lenses bagswith my two pro camera's and went down stairs.
I called ali, me; hala 3laiwey
ali; hala
me; wainkom? tra ana khal9a an6erekom t7at
ali; kana 5 mins oo no9al
me; ok good
ali; bs bu raghda lebsay jeans w tshirt w n3al mo talbsen joouty wla tekshekhen l2na benrou7 ba7ar
me; eeh akeed sure!
ali; 3yal yala 2 mins w 6el3ay bara
me; ok bye
ali; bye
i closed the phone,i went to mama's room knocked the door,
mama; mno?
me; ana bu raghda
mama; 7yach
i entered,and kissed her forehead
me; mama tra barou7 with khaled oo 3laiwey elba7ar ba9awerhom
mama; eeh gale 3alawy alah ya7fethkom
me; m3a ilsalama
mama; m3a ilsalama
while i was heading to the door
mama; 6ab3an madarstay
me turned around at mama with big smile on my face; akeed madarst,lma arja3
mama; eeh enshouf
me; yala m3a isalama
i went downstairs and went out,i found ali's land, harried up for them,i opened the back seat door with big smile on my face " i thought there was only ali and khaled in the car " mghayema
then i was surprised because there was someone new,thier friend fahad.
ali and khaled in the front seats,fahad and i were in the back seat.
ali; hala bu raghdaaa
me; hala feek " shyly beacuse of fahad ma3rfa "
khaled; hala belghalyaa ely bt9awernaa
me; hala feeek , qa9ben 3la shanabek ghalya
khaled; lat9adgen mad7ech 3shan bt9awren
me; malat
they laughed at me,then khaled said
khaled; eeh 9a7,bu raghda hatha fahad 9a7bna " he pointed at fahad ",oo fhayd hathy my cousin bs a3tebrha ekhtey oo ehya ekhet 3laiwy esmha raghad bs a7sanlek tnadeha bu raghda ow raghdoo or raghood,nadha raghad oo tethbe7ek
I giggled also fahad.
fahad; ya hala tesharfna
me; bma3reftek " with my smile "
so let me describe fahad; he's 18,kuber ali and khaled, 7an6awey or tanned madre shloun, 6weel shwaya, for sure he's hot. messy wavy black long hair , black beautiful eyes.
fahad was staring at me then he turn around.
me; laykon bs ba9awerkom entaw ?
khaled; la 7emdala welsheker,9aidat e7na? rabe3na ehnak yan6roon
me; eeh 3abale,oo shnu btugfoon yam b3ath w bt9awron yam elba7ar?
khaled; eeh 7adna cute oo bensawy peace
me; etnaket?
khaled; madre 3anch,shanabna sh6oula tabena n9awer bara elba7ar? rab3ech e7na?
fahad and ali laughed.
me; haha 3yal shnu ?
khaled; eljetski's ehnak tan6erena ;)
me; eeh ashwa 6ala3taw ryayel
khaled; wayed 6ay7en mn 3ainech
me; la 7asha?
khaled; 3abale.
me; hahaha
everyone got busy with his mobile,even ali while he's driving.
i tweeted: Omw to ba7ar with bu 3alwa,khaloud&fahad<3
you know what i meant with the <3 ;p NOT LOVE!
khaled and ali updated thier pm with: ba7ar with ilshabab bs bu raghda yaya malgoufa:*
they were teasing me.
me; wala mateste7on? ana ely malgoufa? wela entaw 3azmeeny:')?
khaled; entay metlaigfa!
me; ambaaih mo kafuuu!
ali and fahad laughed.
we arrived the beach,we got out from the car,there was too many guys out there!!;/
the place was crowded! maybe 20! kelhom yabone a9awerhom? computer mo raghad.
ali; hala bel7baayeeb.
the guys; hala hala bu 7assaan
9ara7tan? madre shgalaw salemaw 3la b3ath oo madre shnu " guys stuff "
I was standing there like an idiot,then fahad came to me..
Fahad; Hi "He tried to start a conversation with me"
me; hi " :p "
fahad; emm,ta3alay khan3arfech 3alshabab!
me; la wayed fashla
fahad; shd3wa 3ade!
me; ok hehe
he grapped my hand and took me there for them.
they were all wearing shorts " swimming short " with a tshirt.
Fahad; shabaab khan3arefkom 3la mo9aweratna
they smiled for me,i smiled back.
they all stared at my smile;p !
Fahad; ekhet bu 7assan esmha Raghad bs a7sanlekom et'nadoonha bu raghda ow raghoud or raghdoo,etha tabon tenthab7on? nadooha raghad
They laughed,and i giggled.
Fahad; t3alay khal agolech asamehom a3refch 3laihom.
we walked towards for the first guy,we walked till the last guy,while he was saying thier names.
Fahad; Meshary,Abdullah,Abdulrazag,Abdulrahman,faisal,9ager, he said lot of names i couldn't remember them. so skip
I was smiling the whole time, " wayhe byenshag "
they all said: eeh ya hala,tesharfna,welne3em,etc..
I was replying; hala fek,yen3am b7alek,etc..
all of them were staring me,all i do is smile and look at the ground . i hate these moments.
___
then suddenly,ali and khaled shouted: Yala shabab nazalna iljetski's
all of the guys took off thier tshirts and jumped to the water.
my face turned TOMATO!!!!!!
To be honest? they all were hot,even when they were wearing tshirts.
i took my camera out and started taking photo's for them, 6ab3an everyone was calling me makent adre wain a9awer,they were too funny.
after 2 hours later,they got out from the water and sat on the sand.
i went to the car because i wante to change the lens.
Fahad screaming; bu raghda ta3aalay.
me i wave my hand saying ok.
i went to them,they all were staring at me-.-
fahad; ge3day shfech wagfa?
me; ha? ok al7en ag3ad
fahad; t3alay ehneh " while pointing next to him because i was sitting next to meshari "
I smiled and sat next to him.
they started talking and laughing
then i think abdulrazag asked me;
abdulrazag; eeh raghad mageltay lena cham 3omrech?
me " a6afar 7ail mn raghad "; 3afwan okhouy shesmy? raghad?:)
abdulrazag; eeh 3yal?;/ " tewahag "
me; tertha anadek 3bdalrazag?:)
abdulrazag; ahh nsait elsmou77a,bu raghda mageltay cham 3omrech?
me; huh,15.
the guys; el3oomer kela!
fahad was staring at me the whole time.
ali and khaled start teasing me,they laughed at me. but ofcourse i teased them back.
fahad; barou7 ayeeb may tabouun?
all of us; eehh
fahad; khal a7ad eyey weyay?
no body answered him.
me; i will come.
i went with him to the nearest baqala,while we was walking;
fahad; estansna elyoum weyach bu raghda,m7alya el6al3a.
me I smiled; eeh 7ail,teslam.
fahad; en3eedha enshala
me; enshala.
we got in, bought the water bottles ,and went back to them.
it's was 9;00pm so we decided to go back home.
me,ali,khaled and fahad went together.they dropped me off home,and thanked me.
I went to my room,change into pj's,and lay down on my bed.
I checked my mobile,i've got bbm from wahab;
wahab; 7beebty wainech?
wahab;PING!!!
wahab;enshalah makalem yade?
wahab;shd3wa kelhatha lahyaa?
wahab;walaht 3laich
wahab;ok lma tkhal9en sheghlech kalmeeny.
me; wahab sorrry wala,kent a9awer my cousin and my brother "l2na etha getla rabe3hom be3a9eb " oo tawna nafthe!
wahab; 3ady
me; sure? wala sorry
wahab; eeh
me; ashwa:D
wahab; gn
me; ok gn;/
7esaita 3a9ab,i didn't ask him what did he do today or something. 6awaft.
I checked twitter? aghlab rabe3 ali my brother were following me. kha9atan fahad awal wa7ed.
It's nice but weird,i'm your friend sister FOCUS!!
I checked bbm,i've got bbm from khaled;
khaled; Mashkooooura bu raghda ya36ech il3afya wala:*
me; mabaina shd3waaa;)
khaled; ok bagolech
me; gool!
khaled; fahad yabe your pin!
me; what for?
khaled; madre ya kalamny oo gale yabe your pin
me; la shako madre laish?
khaled; entay add him etha az3ejach delete him
me; okay;s
khaled; good
Khaled has been update his pm with; Ya36ech el3afya bu raghda 3la a7la ta9weer<3
Fahad added me,i accepted.
Fahad; hala hala taw manawar
me; lool bwjodek;p
fahad; shlounich?
me; el7emdala
fahad; 3asa
me; ajma3een
fahad; ya36ech el3afya 3al ta9weer elyoum,qawwy 7ada
me; haha thaankyouu:*
fahad; walaw;*
fahad updated his pm with; تسوى ﺑغلآها ملآيينَ مآنَي بحآجة لغيرها آبد bu raghdaa;*
its weird,y3ne etha ali shafa? shbgoul?;/
I ignored.
I chat with fahad,khaled,my friends and tweeted so many tweets at twitter with ali and khaled friends. they were thanking me.etc..
weeks passed,like the same. thursday avenues i see wahab bs mn b3eed lai b3eeed,khaled and ali still teasing me! fahad was talking to me the whole time.
2 months later
wahab become careless about me,we weren't talk that much,it's becoming less every day.
Suddenly at the middle of night,wahab bbmed me
wahab; raghad
me; hala
wahab; entay gltely enech you're photographer 9a7?
me i was like" seriously jad matadre?" ; eeh;p
wahab; eeh 3yal my friend yabe yeshtere 3adasa or camera oo mu 3aref,fa 3almeh shway.
me; ok shno yabe?
wahab; i will give him your pin and he will invite you
me; laish maykalmne mn your mobile "3ade 3endik ta36e my pin for your friend? I'M YOUR GF!! UGH "
wahab; madre 3ana yabe your pin!
me; ok;/! " bkel basa6a? jad? "
I've got received a bbm request from Aziz AlFlani
I accepted.
bbm;
Aziz; Hey
me; hey;p
aziz; wahab told me ena you're photographer wet3arfen bhal majal.
me; eh;p
aziz; so can you help me with something?
me; sure
aziz; a7taj macro lenses for canon , oo from where i can get them?
I told him the best macro lenses and he can order them from amazon.com or eBay.com
aziz; thankyou;*
me; np
aziz: :D
me; ok i guess bye;p
aziz; laish?;/
me; i think sa2altney kel ely tabeh.fe shay b3ad?
aziz; la bs shd3wa khalech
me; ma3teged wahab yertha;p
aziz; la bel3aks wahab ohwa gayele 3ade!
me "WTH? "; ah ok ;p
he was trying to start conv, withh me bs ana kan male khelga!
but he was funny o ewanis!
after 2 days.
me; aziz i have something to tell you
aziz; tefathelay!
me; i think i should delete you,cus mawq3ek ghala6,you asked me what you want oo khala9. it's weird because you're wahab friend!
aziz; o ohwa mu weird lma ygoole 3anech? w ga3ed y9ayed 3laich?;p
me; what?
aziz; mentay m9adga se2leeh
me; i know ena ely swah ghala6,bs still ent ghala6 lu kent rfeej sana3 matfaten;) yala bye
I deleted him directly.
I was thinking about what just aziz told me!;s
jad wahab esawy chthe?
I entered his chat.
me; wahab
wahab; ?
me; let's take break?
wahab; ok
me; :)
JAD WALAAAA? IT'S THAT EASY? WEDY AJREM FEH!!!!!
i didn't care about him bs i cared about ena ohwa nar w bs.
even at thursday's when i see him mahtam,also him.
" we started to hate each other "
9ert nafsa mahtam bel personality,bs ahtam belshakel.
once,i changed my dp on bbm into my friend photo.. she was really pretty.
Immediately,he called me.
Wahab; aloo
me; hala?
wahab; mno elbent ely eb ur dp?
me; my friend
wahab; abeeha
me; sorry,mo no3ha
wahab; 3ade ana akalemha
me; sorry magdar:)
wahab; wlaih 3ad entay,bye bye
sdaita 3la 6oul,i didn't even care about it.
____
after few days,it was friday " zwara day ".. khaled was there.
i was sitting with the girls,then khaled called me
khaled; t3alay il7oush now
me; laish?
khaled; t3alay!
me; ok!
I went to khaled outside, i walk ttowards to him
me; hala?
khaled; 3a6eny mobilech
me; n3am?
khaled; 3a6eny mobilech!!
me; laish shtabe feh?
khaled; 3a6eny webtshufen
me; ok bs ladish elmedia fe 9uwar banat!
khaled; ok
I handle him my mobile,he deleted Fahad from bbm!
me; laish?
khaled; bs!
me; shnu bss? shako temsa7a?
khaled; l2na beda e7ebech or 7abech mn zman !
me; shnuuu?:s
khaled; erte7tay al7en?
me; wenta shdarak?;s
khaled; gale w magderat ashofkom weya b3ath
me; men galek ena weya b3ath?
khaled; raghad men 9ejich? akeed bkalmch w begolech ena yabech!! temanait ena mayebtech elba7ar!! kelman gam yekalmny 3anech,elshabab ne9hom metma9l7en 3shanech!!,oo twitter? 6ageenha suwalef weyach!! masta7mel ashouf ely a7ebha weya a7ad ghaire!! oo 6agat chabdy!! oo entay ma36ya fahad wayh akthar mn ellzoum!! fahad player! 3enda 1000 wa7da bbm! oo wahab? sum3ta zeft oo 3enda kharabe6 w 3enda banat wayed magedart agolech l2ne adre by9eer 7asbalech eny aby afareg bainkom!! w wala lu yadre 3laiwey? byethbee7ech oo byathb7ne!! oo mat7seen eny a7bech? khala9 estaghferalla magdar asta7mel kelshay ga3ed asawy 3shanech!! ma7ad y3arfech kethryy!! oo 3yazt wana a76ech talme7at bs mat7sen!! oo lo atkalam mn elyoom lai ilsena ilyaya 3an ebtesamtech makhale99 wala!!!!!!!! ebtesamtech salfat'ha salfa brou7!! el3moom ysee7 eb ebtesamtch,tabeeny agolech entay sht7ben oo mat7ben,shtsawen oo matsawen? a3ref klshay 3anech raghad bs 7esay" shway bqoowa yetkalam "
I WAASSSS SHOCKED!!!!!!!!!
me; khaled shetgouul?;s awal shay enta ely 36ait fahad my pin wana getlek no!,thane shay ana a7bek ka okhou faqa6 la ghair,wana shdrane enk t7ebny? chan tekalmt! oo wahab? 7asbalek mehtama? mu mayta 3laih! a9lan khalany mahtam beldenya wla bely a7bhum bs ahtam belshakel magemt a7iis w 9ar 3ady 3endy akalem akthar mn 9bay! khalany ma7eb elshakh9 3la shakh9eta bs elshakel!! thanks to wahab:),w etha 3la 3laiwey? t'houuuun! w sorry etha ma7sait w mashkouur wala;/!
khaled; 7elfay enech t7beny ka okhouu raghad?
me; haw mat9adgny mathalan?
khaled; abech t76een 3ainech b3ainey w tgolen wala a7bek khaled ka okhoo faqa6 la ghair, oo lma dshaitay dare ma9a6altay, oo lma belba7ar makentay tkhzeeny,oo lma dgaitay 3lay lma wahab oo wdaitech baitna oo lmaiteny ena elhug didn't mean anything for you,oo lma kelshay 9ar baina maya3nelech shay? 7elfay?
me; mane 7alfaa ok!!!! i ran inside and sat with the girls i didn't say a word!! i was thinking about what khaled said to me!
to be honest?,he's right.
fakart eb wahab changed in me:
khalany 3ade akalem wa7eb akthar mn 9bay w its not the real me,khalany ahtam bs belshakel,9ar 3ady 3endy my bf ekalem akthar mn wa7da!,khalany lma akalem el9bay makalma meyana la.bs akalma wainek? tc i love you adezla song oo n3esh eldour oo its BORING!! the real me: i like when the guy become my friend wensolef wenethgha6 b3ath oo nefham b3ath oo n3aref shno n7eb or la, ma7eb ely bs i love you w songs w madre shno...
so fakart bkalam khaled,so i decided to go back home and think seriously.
i went to the guys area,i told ali to come.
me; 3li 3ade trdeny elbait?
ali; raghoud shfecch?;s laish tkalemeny brasmya?
me; please bs redny elbait?
ali; ok ok salmay 3la ma ayeb aghrathy
me; ok
Salamat 3laihom,then i went outside, khaled was staring at me the whole time.
we got in the car, i was silent untill we arrived home. i got out from the car silently,thanks god ali didn't asked me why.
i went to my room directley,changed into pj's ,and lay on my bed. and start thinking about what i did. untill i slept.
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next morning i woke up and decided to be new person,new life,new relationship with god,no more love,and no more boys.
so i've deleted all the boys on my contacts,twitter too.
i didn't even say goodbye for them.
after 6 months i moved on i wasn't that type that love to talk to boys or something.
even khaled, magemt a7eb ashofah male khelga l2na ymken shebh byet7arash,wetha shefta i act like nothing happend oo i tease him 6abe3y oo i love him like a brother.
exactly like,shelt fekrat elboys mn rasy khala9 for sure.I've been changed, i've become a good person with new life.I forgot all the boys and my past. bs kent 7a6a shay eb my head " Wahab was the love of my life "
until something happen.
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